Ausar’s Prayer Songtext
von Chris Patrick

Dear Lord, I thank You, for my brother Chris

I ask that You watch over him
I ask that You lead him, You guide him, You protect him
I ask that You continue to show Yourself strong
And let him know that You′re always there, Lord God
And that You have a plan
I know his journey may look different than everybody else's, Lord God
I ask that You continue to make him sure of it
Continue to protect him
As he enters into these rooms and these spaces

In Jesus′ name I pray, Lord God
And I thank You, and I praise You
Amen


Can't even act like I'm good
′Cause I just got a call from my dawg that our homie just died
Lowkey won′t even cry
Bank account not good enough to get back home if I tried
All my bread spent on rent, I feel so fuckin' tired
Move to LA with the hope of success
But I still haven′t seen a return on investment
Most of my friends getting married
And here I am married to dreams 'til I′m breathless
Giving up ain't a scene I accepted, the fuck?

Feet don′t fail me now
I came too far to go back home
So damn close to a win
I feel it leaking through my bones
I hope somebody still praying for me
I hope someone praying for me

Hoping that someday my ex might forgive me
For breaking it off in an attempt to be selfish
Truth is, I'm high-key ashamed of it

My love for the goal overpowered the
Love that unwrapped our relationship
Paramore songs leave me triggered

Part of me knows she was hurt
But the hurt and regret on my soul a bit bigger


I used to fear that I'd die unfulfilled tryna please everybody instead
Now I just fear that I′ll end up alone
On the day that I′m actually dead
It's the price to pay but I′m willing to pay what it's worth
If it mean evolution and taking the reigns off
A whole generational curse, I promise, I′m down
Labels just pushed back the project
And most days I feel like I'm losing my confidence
Tours going out and they skippin′ my name from
The bill 'cause I'm lacking accomplishments

Some days I feel like I fail when I start to reflect
Voices of granny still cheering me on
Is the reason I still haven′t checked

Just got a call from Gabe
He want me to link up with Kai and rap for the stream
Part of me scared ′cause deep down I know if I choke
I'll probably just pay back the dream
Last chance to make it, I might as well jump from the cliff

Either you learn how to fly under
Pressure or end up submerging with this

Feet don′t fail me now
I came too far to go back home
So damn close to a win
I feel it leaking through my bones
I hope somebody still praying for me
I hope someone praying for me