Truth Songtext
von Chloe Defector

When I was growing up I always thought growing up meant
Everything I loved in this world would end
If I grew up

I act so much different depending on how much I trust
Whoever I′m talking to I feel like a different person
Depending on how much I trust you

I feel crazy is everything in this world a lie
Why does everyone believe the lies so easily
It's making me feel crazy

I′ve been looking for truth, and the truth hurts
I'm hurting myself
But I'm finding the truth


Well this sucks, life sucks, and I could use a couple of bucks
But it′s fine, this is better than before
Well I′m scared, I'm fucking terrified, I want to run away and hide
Well I′ll keep on running, but I'm not hiding anymore

I′m always growing but I'll never grow up
I′ll never stop learning but I'll always be stupid
I'll never get a job

I won′t pretend to be someone I′m not
I won't pretend like I never did any harm
God damn I′m not perfect

I feel like a weight was lifted from my chest
The moment that I split from this mess
That you call a family

Let me tell you the truth, I'm living a lie
And it makes me want to die
′Cause you lied about everything


Well you suck, and I'm fucked, and it′s all starting to add up
I think in the end I'll be better off
I'm shit out of luck and I′m ready to fucking give up
′Cause I'm afraid of going soft