Fast & Loud Songtext
von Chloe Defector

The isolation′s getting to me
I want to get away I want to leave
I want to be anywhere but here

I've been stuck up in my head
Wishing things were better and wishing I was dead
Always feeling so overwhelmed with fear

I don′t know what I'm supposed to do
But I want to be with you

I'm the observer and the subject the illusion of myself
I′m a failure I′m a fuck up and my soul is damned to hell
And I still can't stop blaming myself
For the ways that other people hurt me

We know we′re dying young so we're living fast and loud
Screaming fuck the police fuck the system burn it down
And I don′t want to live but I don't want to die
I just want to burn it all to the ground


I′m so sick of overthinking
I just want to feel alive
I'm so sick of searching for meaning
I just want to be alive

Another shot of whiskey to forget how much it hurts
And another cigarette to make me feel worse
And enough weed so that I don't feel anything
′Till they put me in the dirt

I don′t know how to act my age
And I sure as hell don't have my priorities straight
But fuck it I was already fucked anyway
How could it possibly get worse

I′m so sick of overthinking
I just want to feel alive
I'm so sick of searching for meaning
I just want to be alive

I can′t keep going on like this I need to slow down
Take a second to heal and figure shit out
I'm running out of options and I′m running out of hope
And I'm so tired of ending up alone


We were living fast and loud but death is never easy
So for the ones who didn't make it I′ll always be singing
Fuck the police, fuck the system, Burn it down! Burn it down!
Fuck the police, fuck the system, Burn it down!

Fuck the police, fuck the system, Burn it down! Burn it down!
Fuck the police, fuck the system, Burn it down!
Fuck the police, fuck the system, Burn it down! Burn it down!
Fuck the police, fuck the system, Burn it down!

Fuck the police, fuck the system, Burn it down! Burn it down!
Fuck the police, fuck the system, Burn it down!
Fuck the police, fuck the system, Burn it down! Burn it down!
Fuck the police, fuck the system, Burn it down!