Alcohol & Adderall Songtext
von Cee Rez

Made a deal with the devil. I paid him in millions
Not millions of dollars but millions of feelings
I was too weak but he still tried to kill me
Gave it all up right when he saw me kneeling

Feel like drugs in me the way my insides fizzing
Losing sight of my vision
Sometimes when I′m alone I make bad decisions
Fuck it I'm gon admit it

The world doesn′t know who I am when the mask is off
Thoughts of death and depression, I have 'em all
My brain and my heart have massive brawls
Worse than alcohol and adderall

The world doesn't know who I am when the mask is off
Thoughts of death and depression, I have ′em all
My brain and my heart have massive brawls
Worse than alcohol and adderall

Can′t hide from myself I had to talk
I was suicidal and sad as fuck


That's the pain that I felt
That′s the pain that I held
That's the pain that you gave me
The pain that I dealt with

Now I′m lost in my bed
Only wanna wake up if I'm dead
But I′ll just weep instead
And pass you the tears that I shed

And I'm still lost in my bed
But I can't wake up if I′m dead
So I′ll just weep instead
And pass you the tears that I shed

For you

Made a deal with the devil. I paid him in millions
Not millions of dollars but millions of feelings
I was too weak but he still tried to kill me
Gave it all up right when he saw me kneeling

Feel like drugs in me the way my insides fizzing
Losing sight of my vision
Sometimes when I'm alone I make bad decisions
Fuck it I′m gon admit it


The world doesn't know who I am when the mask is off
Thoughts of death and depression, I have ′em all
My brain and my heart have massive brawls
Worse than alcohol and adderall

The world doesn't know who I am when the mask is off
Thoughts of death and depression, I have ′em all
My brain and my heart have massive brawls
Worse than alcohol and adderall