Heaven Sent Songtext
von Castlefield

Anxious habits, I′ll come back home soon
Maybe you're not built for reaction, and there′s nothing I can do
I know you're not part of the problem, you're just helping out
I still feel pain inside a distant mind, there′s no easy way out

You′ll never find me here again, I've given up on this
Taking in my loneliness (but I will still break again)
My mind is filled with emptiness, a pleasant side effect
I′ll never feel the same again (but I will still play pretend)

Fasten in, let's contemplate, where is my solar state?
I′m never one to concentrate (on the things that I have)
Let me break and sell myself, I'm broken on your shelf
I want to just be someone else (but we still come out the same)

I wanna breathe in and be okay

The glamour you held with your pain
I′ll just throw out everything
I wanna love myself again, but the point is small and I can't wait
Contain all your thoughts in a jar by the door
I wanna tell you that I'm innocent
But you′ll come back with running metaphors


Every now and then I try to improve what is mine
But calling on another lie (to see if you care this time)
Giving up on all my thoughts, I′ll leave myself to rot
I wanna leave her, but I'm not (questioning what is mine)

Breaking down these walls again, between myself and them
I′m always locked into this trend (of knowing where I should end)
Holding on, I'm breathing fast, I wish this wouldn′t last
I want to leave this in the past (but I will still break again)

I wanna breathe in and be okay

The glamour you held with your pain
I'll just throw out everything
I wanna love myself again, but the point is small and I can′t wait
Contain all your thoughts in a jar by the door
I wanna tell you that I'm innocent
But you'll come back with running metaphors

I wanna see my head underwater (head underwater)
Maybe I′ll breathe a little better down there (′cause I can't breathe air)
All this life is heaven-sent
It′s nothing that is filled with dread
But I'm giving these habits a noose