Happy First Songtext
von Carrie Welling

You cheated on me
and I still blame myself

Could be the reason
I can′t find someone else

But you you're so quick to move on
to find someone new

I try
but I just
can′t be happy for you.

You taught me to love
and you taught me lose

Showed me the things
that a broken heart do

and I curse
and I swear it's not fair
I should have someone too

It's not a race
but I wish he would lose


Cua don′t you think
I should be
happy first
After all I′ve been through
Don't you think someone
should love me
even if it ain′t you

Cause I'm not the faker,
the lying heart breaker
The reason I believe that
I′ll always get hurt
So why not me?
Why do you get to be
happy first

All of the pictures
and posts that I see

Make it seem like you found someone
better than me


I wonder does she keep the gaze
of your wandering eyes
Or is it just a matter time?
Don't you think
I should be
happy first
After all I′ve been through
Don't you think someone
should love me
even if it ain't you

Cause I′m not the faker,
the lying heart breaker
The reason I believe that
I′ll always get hurt
So why not me?
Why do you get to be
happy first

How'd you forgive yourself?
What secrets can you tell?
How did you figure out
how to love
yourself enough
to love
someone else?
Is there a way to make myself
feel better
does it just suck?
and get worse?
That you
you get to be happy first

You,
you get to be Happy First.