Selfhate Songtext
von Carmen

What the fuck is wrong with my brain?
Why do I love to dig my own grave?
I think I′m going insane
Why do I abandon myself
When I make a little mistake?
How much more can I take?
The voice in my head that puts me down
It's always here, it′s always loud
Need to get out of here, before I drown


My mind is twisted, I can't think straight
My most dominant feeling, is self-hate
My mind is twisted, I can't think straight
My most dominant feeling, is self-hate

I am my own worst enemy
I push away what′s good for me
And I hold on to what makes me bleed
I don′t think time can heal this damage anymore
I've lost my faith, that′s for sure
I'm so exhausted from trying to be stronger than I feel
Will these scars ever heal?

Help me, please help me