Heal Songtext
von Carmen

I′ve let my heart fool me into finding excuses to keep you in my life
Feels like I'm stabbing myself over and over again with a knife
I don′t even realize, how much I rationalize
'Cause it hurts
And that's why I hide, behind those lies

I want you to know that I′m better off alone
But I can′t leave 'cause your arms, they started to feel like home
So I grab my phone
And text you again ′cause I can't let you go
Need to be on my own
I can′t move on and it hurts more than a broken bone


He's laying in my arms
I listen to his breathing
I feel pure love and peace
But I have to leave
Don′t want to bleed on people who didn't cut me
Just because I didn't heal from what hurt me deeply
To leave you is really not easy
Believe me, believe me

If I want to heal
I have to let myself feel
I really tried, but I can′t, and it eats me from the inside
Four months since I′ve last cried
It feels like I've already died