Ptsd Songtext
von CAMIDOH

Boom Bap

Ayy, I′m dealing with the pain, dealing with the pain, yeah
And that's what you don′t know, yeah
The pressure is too much for a young boy like me
Mama, come save me

Every day I wake up and I pray
Every day I wake up and I try to be happy
It's God's plan so it′s okay
But it doesn′t get better, get better
So I pop some pills and knock out
When I wake up, I'm back to my problems
Oh, I′m frustrated, destructed
I'm crying but silent
Nobody knows ′cause I don't say

I don′t know who to talk to because everybody talks to somebody
And I don't want my problems to be shared

I don't want the world to see a superstar like me going through shit
And I pray I don′t lose it, lose it, yeah


Ayy, they dey pass me the coke make I sniff something
Say life so short, everybody′s passing
I know, but I still need my peace of mind
And sometimes them pass me the hoes make I chop something
Say you cannot be hungry and think properly, ah
But I'm not for this life, yeah
I′m tryna fix it, fix it
I'm trying everything, everything
And only God knows what I go through at night

I′ve been persistent, consistent
Doing things different and I hope that
One day I'll be able to take myself
Out of this place that I am because

I don′t want the world to see a superstar like me going through shit
And I pray I don't lose it, lose it, yeah

You know, sometimes I feel like I put way too much energy into my work
Um, and that's the music rather than the
Fun that I should be having with it, right?
Um, it′s like all my attention and focus is driven towards the music
And it gets me carried away so much that, like, I barely
Make time to, like, take care of my physical self
And I feel like that lowkey may be affecting my mental health