fallen angel Songtext
von Cameron Reid

I wish I could see you one last time
Tell you that I love you over glasses of wine
But I think your absence of space consumes my life
(My life)

I know they all hear my cries (Waterfalls in my eyes)
But do they listen to me? (They never wanna hear me out)
I know they all expect too much from me (I′m tearing at the seams)
I know they want the best for me (For me)
But I know it's breaking me (Break me into pieces)
And I know they′re hating me (Hate me with no reasons)
And I know it breaks your heart again (Splits your heart in two)
Just to see me fail again (Fail again, I'm so tired of failin')

You want me to be happy
But it′s you whose breaking me apart
You want me to be successful
But the success is breaking me apart


I′m just a fallen angel with no destination
F-Fallen angel with no time to play (Oh)
A fallen angel who gives it all away
Lost his wings and fell right down to hell
I'm just a fallen angel with no destination (Oh)
A fallen angel who gives it all away
Lost his wings and fell right down to hell

And now I′m crying in my room
I know the things I put y'all through
I know the backlash and head clash
And the songs I wrote
I know the drama and the boys that gave up on me
I know the girls did too
If I were them, I′d cut me off too
I want everyone to know (I think I'd rather die)
That the suicidal ideations got me tweaking

You want me to be happy
But it′s you whose breaking me apart
You want me to be successful
But the success is breaking me apart
He cut me off quick, she forgot all of it
And my mind is just breaking me apart


I'm just a fallen angel with no destination
F-Fallen angel with no time to play (Oh)
A fallen angel who gives it all away
Lost his wings and fell right down to hell
I'm just a fallen angel with no destination (Oh)
A fallen angel who gives it all away
Lost his wings and fell right down to hell

If you think I′m better now (I′m breaking down, I)
You are mistaken now
If you think I'm crazy, I′ve always been crazy, oh
(I can't sleep without a red-eye)
I need hugs and security
I need his touch, it′s my security
But he's too far away (But you let me go, so why?)
Now I′m stuck with the people that are tearing me apart

I'm just a fallen angel with no destination
F-Fallen angel with no time to play (Oh)
A fallen angel who gives it all away
Lost his wings and fell right down to hell
I'm just a fallen angel with no destination (Oh)
A fallen angel who gives it all away
Lost his wings and fell right down to hell (Mm-mm)

I truly wish I coulda changed it
Wish I coulda warned you to avoid the headlights
Wish I could reincarnate you
But I think it′s better you′re at peace in a different life
Are you looking down upon me?
Do you look down with disgust or pride?
Spread your wings and flaunt your feathers, honey (Uh-huh)
I'll always be here waiting for you in the next life