springtime lilacs Songtext
von brayjamin

No need for mutual feelings
Not everything works out
And we′ll always have the echoes
I guess I'm no longer in doubt
But it′s all a facade, all in vane
I'm left just trying, to get away

Please just drown them out
The echoes, of what's untold
And they′re indifferent
I still vex at the difference
The leeching mold

I want to be
Content with their indifference
Content as is their mindset
But it′s hard when I'm reminded
Always reminded of what
Could′ve been yet


They're just echoes
But I′ll never forget their face
Or the way they made feel

But it's hard to stay afloat
I guess I′m
Stubborn, with who I really am

But thanks for reminding me to breathe
Thanks for reminding me to breathe

And thrived in different perspectives
Alone the moss suffered in the
Heat of the sun
But the conditions gave way, to a
Colorful someone

My sunshine and my lilac
You could have thrived without my lack
Of confidence
But in spite
You were there for me, when
I couldn't fight on my own


You found the way
You found the light all by yourself
It's all you ever asked of me
Oh, and well I might fight it in good health
But now we grow apart
You atop a new shelf
And you′ve plenty others
Who can care for thyself

So please stop visiting me internally
Do I hate the dreams or is this
Hate that I′m not dreaming?

My mirror visitor won't leave me alone
Well I miss that home, and now I′m
Bleached in the darkness

(Late night mornings, awake in a cold sweat)
Didn't mean for any of it, no
(I see your face in the crowd, but)
And yet it seems I′m just making it worse
(You see somebody else)
Darling have I forgotten, what I
Spent so many
Late night mornings
Crying for first?!

I mean have things really changed?

A lingering plague on my mind
How I've managed to lose this
Alone in my thoughtful decline

Contributor
To this ache
And yet I prevail to ask
Are you really fine?

Hope in the past
Not present in the now, while
Resent of the future

Wishing that someday, somehow
We′d find our way to each other

But thanks for reminding me to breathe
Thanks for reminding me to breathe

(Hey Benji)

But I wont lie
I'm glad, albeit overdue
A springtime lilac
Lately flowering anew

A springtime lilac
Lately flowering anew

But I wont lie I'm sad
My whole world was you

A springtime lilac
Lately flowering anew