smacked Songtext
von bottom surgery

Screamed the words at piercing volumes
So no one could hear
Lamented about death
So loud it falls on deaf ears

I said I taste my own blood
And they print
A record
I said I want to kill myself
And they thought it was clever


(Wake!)
I said I′m addicted to numbing
(Up!)
I destroy my own fucking body

I lacerate myself often
I think of it as a hobby

And no one really cares about
The words that I fucking scream
They just hear the fucking static
They don't really know what it means