Relapse Songtext
von Bonnie Madison

Pray it ain′t a relapse
If we go there, I won't come back
Put the memories in order of the ones I hate the most
I clutch my head in fear when I think of the nights I put on a show
Do they laugh at me, clap for me, think that I′m a joke?
Talk about me when I'm gone, cheer when I go home?

Never wanna end this, never wanna end this, never wanna end this night
Never wanna say it, never wanna say it, never wanna say goodbye
Thought I was over this but seems we're going back back back
Lost my edge but still on the attack tack tack
Pray it pray it pray it ain′t a relapse
Pray it pray it pray it ain′t a relapse


Maybe your families cursed? It runs in the bloodline
Born to look for hurt, carry it through your lifetime
Put yourself in debt just to see your friends
They do it for the feeling, you do it to keep you breathing
But I'll do it out of spite, I′ll do it for the ride
I'll do it just to feel the spark that I can′t find
If it means I have to buy it and risk my life to try it
Betray my family to hide it, I will!

And I always, always will cause I came here for the thrill
And I don't get it anymore from things unless they′re known to kill
Sip faster than the rest and hope they don't notice
Until the birds start singing and the sun says hi, don't say goodnight

Never wanna end this, never wanna end this, never wanna end this night
Never wanna say it, never wanna say it, never wanna say goodbye
Thought I was over this but seems we′re going back back back
Lost my edge but still on the attack tack tack
Pray it pray it pray it ain′t a relapse
Pray it pray it pray it ain't a relapse