Intro Songtext
von Big Scratch

Mere zindagi mein har shaqs ka aaj swaagat hai
Har kahaani bataane ki aaj chahat hai
Pesh hai dard, mere chot aur akelapan
Dua karta mere maazi se aap raahat le
Luta aya main sukoon par afsos nahi hai
Maine kala ko khareeda hai sukoon de
Haan main gira tha par maanga tera haath nahi
Teri majaal kya tu kehde ki kamzor main?
14 saal ka ek ladka
He was beaten and abused
Isolated, abandoned, hated, and ----- in his school
Dara sehma saala roya bhi nahi gaya
10 years later woh na darta
I′m not afraid of the truth
Jitna gussa main nikaala apne ghar pe
Gharwaale pareshaan, toda kaanch, faade parde
Aur harr chot ka zimmedari le sar pe
Thehraya gunehgaar apne aap ko
Main bhaaga apne ghar se
I covered up my fear with rage


And at this stage, I accepted that I'm broken
I′m damaged, I should be banished
Kisi bhale ke main laayak nahi
Ladu khudse main har raat taaki le lu na main jaan apni
Laanat hai is duniya pe
Dil mein nafrat ubaalta
Jala diye woh mujhko
Yeh chamdi dikhta hai raakh sa
Mere andar ka insaan thak chuka hai
Woh ab haafta
Bhaaga har kisi se par kya karun apne aap ka
I hated everyone par khudko sabse zyaada
God, I prayed to you
But fuck you ab naa rabb se naata
Aur insaan dhokhebaaz toh insaan nahi main
Apne pehchaan se meelon door main darke bhaage
Psychiatrist ka prescription?
Man, it looked like a journal
Had like a million medications that I'd never heard of
Mera dimaag ab pehle se bhi tha zyaada fucked up
Looked in the mirror at a weight
I'm a fucking burden
Kheenche chala apne aap ka main bhaar
Mera hausla bhi choor
Kya dimaag se beemaar?
Is haath mein hai khoon
Mera apnon ka pyaar
Bhaaga khud se main door
Mere aankh mein tu jhaankh
Isme mera wajood na yaha basta shaitaan
Ab main raakh, ab main dhool
Main achoot, main lachaar
Kaafi dhoop, lage pyaas
Kaafi dukh maangu pyaar
I don′t trust, de vishwaas
Fan the flames, mujhme aag
Give me light, give me hope
Give me strength, give me peace
Give me love, let me feel
Give me eyes, let me see
Who am I? Let me heal
Mere chot, mere ghaaw ko bana du main geet
Let me smile, give me me
I can beg, I can fight
Need a hand that I can hold
Mujhe raasta dikhaade tell me where I need to go
I can walk a thousand miles, I would run, I would row
Apne khoj par main aaj
Mujhe Arnab waapis do