nightmare Songtext
von Ben Suburbia

This is a nightmare and I′m not coming back
My golden dreams seem so far away right now so
I cannot pretend that I'm getting over this
′Cause at the end I just wanna go outside and cry

She said that I was daydreaming on the tents
I wasn't helping or doing anything so
She said that she was relating to me
I was afraid but I didn't know why

′Cause after all I′ve been going through
Here it comes my awaited reward

I would've died on my own or sink and drown in the sea
Now I just wanna fade that summer away
I got up on my feet and then I said to myself
That my pain was, indeed, made from their misery

It almost killed me but now I see the light
I still got scars, all my body and my nose hurts
I really don′t know what's gonna happen next
I really don′t know if I'm ready to forgive


You came to help me and we went to my room
You shaved my head and I said I was already clean
We lied in bed and I told you all the truth
You touched my hand and you promised to stay

′Cause after all I've been fighting for
Here it comes my relief at least

I would've died on my own or sink and drown in the sea
Now I just wanna fade that summer away
I got up on my feet and then I said to myself
That my pain was, indeed, made from their misery

Be selfish like ever and tell everyone that it was just on me
All the snubs that I had to stand were such a shame
But I will carry on again

Again
Again

I would′ve died on my own or sink and drown in the sea
Now I just wanna fade that summer away
I got up on my feet and then I said to myself
That my pain was, indeed, made from their misery

Be selfish like ever and tell everyone that it was just on me
All the snubs that I had to stand were such a shame
But I will carry on again