Real Lapse Songtext
von Belly

No matter how hard you try to run from this shit, it′s like
It's always, always one step ahead of you, you know?
Can′t, can't make it out this shit
Every time I try to run, it pulls me back even harder
Sometimes I just feel like I gotta give in
Just to feel alright again

Uh, rap heavyweight, I'm talkin′ sumo
But this shit done broke my heart, I′m talkin' takotsubo
No pseudo, heard the name, but I′m not the one
I know judo, you don't know if I got a gun
Big steppеr, big forty on my hip flexor

My need for revеnge is like a sick pleasure, mm
It′s unappealing, tryna numb the feeling
So I pop another pill and chop another melon
Fuck a hero, I got zero feelings in my cerebellum (None)
I live long enough to see myself become the villain

Feel like 'Ye at the VMAs, this shit in my DNA
I got a lot of shit that I need to say


So why the fuck I always hold it in?
Walls closin′ in, oh shit, here we go again (Here we go again)
I'm feelin' trapped like my origin (Palestine)
Let me get a Hennessy (Or a gin)

Lyin′ to myself, avoidin′ real facts
I've been on this track runnin′ real laps
Mm, I know you feel that
Mm, I know you feel that (You feel that)
Anxiety kickin' in, I can′t relax (I can't)
I′ve been on this track runnin' real laps (Real laps)
Mm, I know you feel that (You feel that)
It hit my system, I know I feel that

I know what these bitches do, success is really misconstrued
No class, your ass must've graduated from a different school
I get it, really, shit is cool, I ain′t even trippin′
I'm just slippin′ through the cracks in the floor of my living room

Dancin' to a different tune, drivin′ in a different lane
I was ridin' for you, but you switched and now this shit just changed


Picture this, you couldn′t even fit me
In the picture frame, I'm sick of this
Most your favorite idols is the biggest lames
Twenty years, never sold a ticket for a bigger stage
But I become the biggest villain if I ever get enraged
I used to pray for different days
The IRS came for me like my name was Nicolas Cage
That's the reason why my book is missin′ pages (Missin′ pages)
I guess we'll see in the end

Although I love it, I′ma leave it again
I don't trust it, I′m like, "Fuck it, dawg, why even pretend?"
Bein' honest, I promise you′ll never see me again (The end)

Lyin' to myself, avoidin' real facts (Real facts)
I′ve been on this track runnin′ real laps (Real laps)
Mm, I know you feel that (You feel that)
Mm, I know you feel that
Anxiety kickin' in, I can′t relax (Relax)
I've been on this track runnin′ real laps (Real laps)
Mm, I know you feel that (You feel that)
It hit my system, I know I feel that