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von Belle Haven

I can′t begin to understand
Where your love or all your plans
Where it starts and ends
I'm tired
You′re shaking up my mind
I squint but there's no sense to find
If I don't have to be a friend to you
That′s fine

No second chance; I′ve got to grow
Besides it's only second if it′s still the second time
You can throw any shade you want to throw
You'll be forever on seen, craving a reply
I wonder why


Self-sabotage
The flavour of the day
And I don′t like how it tastes
(You're shaking up my mind)
I need better friends
Brave knight please save us all
Save us from our misery
But your word′s so slippery
And your suit of armour is bullsh-

No second chance; I've got to grow
Besides it's only second if it′s still the second time
You can throw any shade you want to throw
You′ll be forever on seen, craving a reply
I wonder why

It's dangerous I know but I′ve been thinking for a while now
You can't be blind to your hot mess
So, you can′t actually be serious right now
Oh... you really wonder why?

You really wonder why I don't care?
You really wonder why I don′t care?

No second chance; I've got to grow
Besides it's only second if it′s still the second time
You can throw any shade you want to throw
You′ll be forever on seen, craving a reply
I wonder why
You get no second chance; I've got to grow
Where are you going to go acting like you don′t know?


You really wonder why I don't care?
You really wonder why we don′t care?
Whatever