An Endless Loop Songtext
von Be Well

I′m on the edge looking down
From this distance the figures are blurred on the ground
A sense of shame that I can't quantify
I broke every promise, I told every lie
I know something is fucked up inside of my mind
And I′m not sure I can do better next time
It's alright, it's okay, you don′t have to wait

So I feigned confidence and promised I′d be fine
But what I meant was that I don't like me inside
So I pretend it′s not inherent and doesn't define me
Oh, God, I wish that was what I believed

It′s days like these that I am a shade that I wish that I weren't
Ruminating over things until they hurt
My mother′s praying to Theresa for sure
But I'm not sure that there is a cure


So I feigned confidence and promised I'd be fine
But what I meant was that I don′t like me inside
So I pretend it′s not inherent and doesn't define me
Oh, God, I wish that was what I believed

Even breathing can feel defeating
With compounding thoughts of loss and no sense of hope
Concentration weaponized
An endless loop of things I can′t seem to describe
I flipped the tape, I cut the line
But I can't seem to change

Concentration weaponized
An endless loop of things I can′t seem to describe
I flipped the tape, I cut the line
But I can't seem to change

I flipped the tape, I cut the line
But I can′t seem to change the way that I still feel inside