Crying in Walmart Songtext
von BBGuns

Lost inside the backrooms of my mind
Promise I′ll be back soon I'll be fine
I often wonder what′s on the other side
Ain't been right since Mama died
Thinking dark thoughts hard to resist
Wonder what it's like not to exist
If she knew I was thinking like that, she′d be pissed
But you′ll never ever stop being missed, yeah

I don't really want to be alone
I′ve seen people come and people go
You can't plant a seed and see it grow
But when you′re gone I'm seeing ghosts

I don′t want to say what I want today
Old days ain't coming back can't give up just what I lack and
I don′t want this life, but I don′t want to die
I been down but I'm climbing back it takes time just to try to act, woah


Easy come easy go getting high to beat the lows
I don′t know why I'm keeping hope, we all gone die, six feet below
When it′s my time won't whine or run, whether the reaper or the gun
Back to the ether from whence we came and in the darkness we shall remain
I wonder if my pops can hear me, as I write this the tears are nearing
I hope he′s proud of who I am, of how I speak, and where I stand
I always knew this day would come but when, I didn't know
I wish that I could see you one more time before you go
I won't forget the lessons that you taught me oh no
I know we′ll meet again my friend till then I have to go

Something′s in life you just cannot replace
The feelings that well up inside you cannot erase
Been running and running and running I can't keep the pace
My spirit is tired and mired I′m hearing it break
I fear it will take me the rest of my life to move forward from this
Mentally drained everyday buying haze to pour in a spliff
My cousin been buzzing my phone bout doing some shit
Said the best way to honor the fallen is using my gift
It took me a while to smile I still feel like wildin' out
Tears in my eyes every time I sit in silence now
I hear you inside my style guiding my rhymes and vowels
I′m thankful for 32 years it sucks that our time is out

I don't really want to be alone
I′ve seen people come and people go
You can't plant a seed and see it grow
But when you're gone I′m seeing ghosts


I don′t want to say what I want today
Old days ain't coming back can′t give up just what I lack and
I don't want this life, but I don′t want to die
I been down but I'm climbing back it takes time just to try to act, woah