It Ends With Me Songtext
von Baker Grace

I used to blame it all on you
Now I blame myself
For trying to hold on
So it won′t go to hell
I think I'm a fixer
Tryna paint a perfect picture
The one I think you need
I blame it all on me

I wanted you to be happy
Guess I wanted it too badly
Oh, I always put you first
So you didn′t have to hurt
But it didn't make me happy
I'm always ten years old
Tryna keep the peace
It didn′t start with you
I just hit repeat
But it ends with me


I thought love was gonna rescue (Rescue)
Was it love or just familiar?
I thought I knew you when I met you (Met you)
I was just looking in the mirror (Looking in the mirror)

I wanted you to be happy (Happy)
Guess I wanted it too badly (Badly)
Oh, I always put you first
So you didn′t have to hurt
But it didn't make me happy
I′m always ten years old tryna keep the peace

Thinking fighting's better than to leave
Crying my mom′s tears, living my dad's dreams
It didn′t start with them, I just hit repeat
But it ends with me
Not hating myself for another minute
It was broken before I could fix it
It feels empty, but there's nothing missing
This is my life and I gotta live it

'Cause I′m not ten years old
Tryna keep the peace
Got my own tears to cry and dreams to dream
And I would rather lose you than lose me
′Cause it didn't start with me, I just hit repeat