CHOCOLATE Songtext
von Ayham

Trying to distract my mind
Trying to stay occupied
I don′t want to lose my pride
So I keep dancing in the lights
Pretend everything's alright
If the music is really loud
I think I won′t hear the sound
Of my thoughts, so I stay in the crowd
I don't to be found
But can you stay around?
Cause I can't
Survive the
Thought of you with someone else
I′d rather die
Than think that I
Won′t be yours and you won't be mine
Tell me who am I?
If not fighting to survive
I want to fall in love
But I keep on falling behind


I don′t wanna be hungry all the time
So I eat my emotions every time I think of you
My friends say now I look better, thinner, happier
So skinny, so beautiful, so damn good, only if they knew
That I made a list of everything I ate, every day since June
Oh I'm feeling so blue
Wish I didn′t eat that chocolate
Wish I never told you that I love you
Cause I love you, now I lost you
Cause I loved you cause I told you that I love you
And you told me that you don't feel the same way
You said let′s just be friends
And forget about this conversation
But I don't
Want to
Be your fucking friend
All I ever wanted is
For you to kiss
Me like I was made for you
Tell me who am I?
If not fighting to survive
I want to fall in love
But I keep on falling behind
My stomach hurts every time I think of you
Always upset cause I'm hungry and I′m craving you
Wish I was thinner, wish I didn′t care
Wish I could change you, wish I could be changed

انا ما بعرف مين انا من دونك
مين بكون ازا ما شفتني بعيونك
شو بتسوى الدنيّ ازا ما كنت حدّي
ما تقلّي خلينا صحاب، ما بدي