marrowqueen Songtext
von autumnrain

Can′t text you now but I know
The way that you'd tell me I′m over-thinking how
This health can't keep up with my fragile heart
Cant hope I think I'm fading out


Can′t help but worry I′m freaking out over what-ifs and nothings
I'm scared at how these doctors don′t realize this shit breaks me down
And locks me out of the hope I had of shit I love
But I worry how long I could have if they can't figure it all out

I once wished that I could have died of disease
To just have a single dumb way out
Now I don′t want to die but I hate that old paw
I am cursing myself out

Will you still love me if I bleed out
On the inside my heart it hates me now