Gloves Off Songtext
von At Large Auteur

I lit myself on fire so these snake tricks would hop off my dick
But new ones just slither in
New ones just slither in
I ran the nicest kitchen
Took for granted by the plug
Stuck in the middle of a bunch robbery′s
I just wanted to be loved
Daily activities required the glove
But I never tried to live like a thug
Scaring women away
I Just want to be in the liminal space Between wanting a lover
And not knowing the pain
Hid inside a flower
And pulled the petals in
By the time I bloomed
I was already wilted and dead
No more room in my head
Past put me in a mental cage
Don't want to catch a cold case
Automatically erase a man
Like he spelled wrong on my phone screen


I′m not always blue when I wake
But when I do it feels like it happens everyday
I know the pain will go away
But some pain makes that fact feel insane
I often find myself waiting to die
I actively remind myself to live my life
What worse can happen than suicide
Surely nothing I can find in life
The people who care don't want to find
That I chose the easy way out of my mind
Hopefulness and hopelessness intertwined

Sex aside it is ironic that I felt warmer and happier
On nights where I laid awake longing for love
Than I did during nights spent with my lover
I wish I could forever be ignorant
Dreaming of a world too perfect to ever exist
My happiness in those moments was realer than anything I would ever come to feel
I fear I spent too long in isolation and lost the ability to bond
With others because my
Love
My long-forgotten anticipation of love
Is better feeling than any love I have ever come to know
Love
No
Love