delusional Songtext
von Ash The Ghost

Think that I might be losing my mind
I apologize
If I seem a little crazy
Ever since opening up my eyes
I just don′t feel right
And my thoughts come in hazy

'Cause for what feels like years
I′ve been trying to pretend
Everything in my life is amazing
But I know the truth
When I close my eyes
I'm scared to realize

I can't trust
The way that I feel
Cause I can′t tell
What′s made up or real


There's this
Silly little fantasy made up in my head
Seems like losing my mind is better than
Losing myself instead

Think that I might be losing my mind
′Cause I'm terrified
Of what′s waiting there for me
If I decide to decline
My deep lies
And come back down to reality

'Cause for what feels like years
I′ve been trying to pretend
There's a world where you never leave
But I know the truth
When I close my eyes
I'm scared to realize

I can′t trust
The way that I feel
Cause I can′t tell
What's made up or real


There′s this
Silly little fantasy made up in my head
Seems like losing my mind is better than
Losing myself instead