SILHOUETTES Songtext
von ARDN

I been alone looking ′round
Couldn't find, recognize
Even my silhouette


Yeah
Yeah
I ain′t shed a tear at least in a year now
Mind stressing and it lease and it rent out
These problems, demons pile on me like autumn leaves
Apologies to all the people I cannot express love
'Til it's peace in my inner self
How come all I see is a silhouette of everything?
I′m feeling alone
Surround myself with what I think that I want
′Cause part of me is not fulfilled with the uh
I been broken down to pieces
I shouldn't be indulging, be impulsive, losing focus
Can′t control it but it's easier said than done
I′m working on myself lately
Learning how to give myself grace
Observing more and speaking less
Keep prepared
I'm just praying that the Lord save me
And I know He′ll never forsake me
Tunnel vision I won't forfeit-

I been alone looking 'round
Couldn′t find, recognize
Even my silhouette
Silhouette
I didn′t know if we decide
We could fly way beyond
Free of our silhouettes


But what if there's no escaping
Am I becoming all the things I don′t treasure?
Am I succumbing to the pressure?
Overthinking, overzealous
Hate the fact that I'm pessimistic
Can′t seem to even live in the present
My ambition it done reached a new level
Transgressions that I still gotta settle
Transitions that I need to accept
And past friendships that ain't easy to let go
But holding on to grudges don′t do me no justice
It's been hard to adjust I'm searching for purpose
And you cannot purchase my love or my trust
I′m trusting the process
Got so much accomplishments
Still got imposter syndrome on my consciousness
Broken my promises
Lost out on love for this
Heard all your comments
Only God can judge us
Like damn
My brothers keeper
Got people depending on me but don′t show up
When I need a hand
These days I see through your need to pretend
I took a chance it was slim
I took the path less travelled
I had to lead by example
I had no guidance or candle
They took my kindness for granted
Made me start growing resentful
Maybe it's all part of the plan
Maybe I′m far from the end
I'm hurt and abandoned
It′s curtains I'm hanging I can′t nobody else in
Feel like the world ending
And lately the days are beginning to all feel the same
But ain't nothing stop me man
Nah ain't nothing stopping me
Ain′t nothing, ain′t nothing stopping me man
I must've fell and forgot who I am
Got amnesia
Hopefully I gave you something to believe in
If it cost me a limb
Armageddon on the constant defence
I′m a leg up on the competition
No competing, no allegiance
N***** switch up like the seasons when it harvest again
Y'all n***** be just like some politicians
Y′all n***** were never a part of the fam

I been alone looking 'round
Couldn′t find, recognize
Even my silhouette
Silhouette
I didn't know if we decide
We could fly way beyond
Free of our silhouettes

Maybe someday I won't be all alone
Where did we all just go wrong?