Bittersweet Songtext
von ANSON

I′ve been searching for a long time
Just to find out if I mean right
Am I okay?
Am I honest?
Was I lying to myself?
I remember way back when

I was trying so hard
Stole my father's car
Trying to get away
How did I make it that far?
Grabbed a bottle of Jack
And got lost in a fantasy I made for me

But I′m still stuck right here
I don't know if I made it clear


That I crashed into a wasteland
Dived down deeper than I should have
When I'm falling down strung out and faded
Back before the drugs and the medication
Things were looking up, how did I get here?
Locked up in my room, too tired to be scared
Trying not to call on my temptations
But just like her lipstick I still taste it
A bitter so sweet

I′ve been waking to the sunrise
Asking questions that I can′t find
Am I so close to the answers
I don't believe them cause I′m blind?
I can't see at all

I′ve been giving it up
Living life on luck
Stuck in the middle of my fake friends
Who don't give a fuck
Long nights we spend in L.A
All the noises wash over me
It′s all make believe

But I'm still stuck right here
I don't know if I made it clear


That I crashed into a wasteland
Dived down deeper than I should have
When I′m falling down strung out and faded
Back before the drugs and the medication
Things were looking up, how did I get here?
Locked up in my room, too tired to be scared
Trying not to call on my temptations
But just like her lipstick I still taste it
A bitter so sweet

And I don′t want to be a bother
But you know it's criminal how lost we all can be
Is it typical to turn our backs on ourselves
With our hearts turned out on our sleeves
And I don′t want to live this way
I don't want to live ashamed
I don′t want to live this way

That I crashed into a wasteland
Dived down deeper than I should have
When I'm falling down strung out and faded
Back before the drugs and the medication
Things were looking up, how did I get here?
Locked up in my room, too tired to be scared
Trying not to call on my temptations
But just like her lipstick I still taste it
A bitter so sweet
A bitter so sweet
A bitter so sweet