Anymore Songtext
von Anna Akana

He was summer surprises, spicy kisses
Hands laced crossing Bay Bridges
No presents on Christmas
Our wedding rings were a spider neon green
And that red squishy thing from an arcade by the sea
He′s skin and bone, brains and brave
An avocado tree and all the hummingbirds that came
He's a flat tire on the curb
Shattered glass on the freeway
But nobody got hurt

He was a bullet I didn′t wanna dodge
But to split straight through me
So I could peer through the bloody wound in my body
And say you were here

And it's not what I wanted but you're no longer mine
Should′ve moved on by now, should′ve left us behind
I don't wanna love you but I can′t cut the cord
I don't wanna love you anymore
Anymore


I′ve OD'd on fantasies

Of you bursting into roses on my doorstep
Coughing up regrets
A bouquet of apologies in hand

Saying, "I′m so sorry darling, can't you understand?"
Our unborn children whisper in my ear
Dangle your last name like a promise that I'll never wear
I′m bleeding watercolors, gone is the furious flutter
Hello, hello, love, have you moved on to another?
You fold yourself into an origami prince
Convince yourself that one day when it′s right you will commit
But I know you better than that, baby, can't you just admit
You don′t want a real girl? What you want doesn't exist

And it′s not what I wanted but you're no longer mine
Should′ve moved on by now, should've left us behind
I don't wanna love you but I can′t cut the cord
I don′t wanna love you anymore
Anymore, anymore, anymore


And it's not what I wanted but you′re no longer mine
Should've moved on by now, should′ve left us behind
I don't wanna love you but I can′t cut the cord