Castle on a Cloud Songtext
von Angel Haze

A story to tell, pennies into a wishin′ well
See it's hard to cope with a kiss that you can′t tell
And a word that you can't spell
And a victim who can't yell
And they under your fuckin′ nose with a sickness you can′t smell
And the problem is that you really cryin' for help
Nobody out there can hear you
It′s like they silenced your yelp
It started when he was seven, continued 'til he was twelve
And in the middle of the night found another man in himself
But this man was confused, this man was abused
See this man was a tool to the sickness that he let loose
Infected and he abused, molested and he abused
′Til the person that he affected was lesser than feet and shoes
Damn
He affected the chance to choose
He never gave him an option
He told him what to believe
But never gave him a doctrine
Now little boy blue is just like you


Sick in the head, can't die but he′d like to
Damn, same dreams every night too
Screams every night too
Thinks that he's like you
Says every single day there's new demons inside you
They scream and they fight you
They scream to remind you
Of all the fuckin′ pain still breathing inside you
And they give a million reasons to die too
But nobody ever sees what′s inside you
I know it 'cause they ignore my screams and my cries too
I met a girl once, went through the same thing
She told me shit happens, but things change, things change
She told me all this pain don′t mean change
You gotta take it and remake it 'til it means strength
But I ain′t strong enough, I don't think I′m strong enough
Why me man? I wasn't even old enough
I wasn't strong enough, wasn′t even bold enough
Woulda told my mom but that shit woulda torn her up
And she was torn enough
And he was Mr. Perfect
And I was trivial, I guess I was just fuckin′ worthless
I just want you to know how much it hurt me
Because of you I feel I'm not a person
So I sit here with this blade in my hand
I got the pain of a child and a brain of a man

And it′s so loud
I wanna fuckin' scream but I don′t know how
I wanna let it go but I don't know how
And it′s so loud
I wanna let it go but I don't know how
And it's so loud
I wanna let it go but I don′t know how
I wanna fuckin′ scream but it won't come out
Tried to escape but there ain′t no out
Now I'm stuck here in this castle on a cloud
Castle on the clouds
Never goin′ up, never gettin' out, never comin′ down
Castle on the clouds
Never goin' up, never gettin' out, never comin′ down

Ayy, for you