Lost Songtext
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I can′t pretend this doesn't hurt like hell
These moonlit conversations will be the death of me

Just give me a sign that you′re listening or watching me above
Do you really care
As the color starts to fade another season blurs
I cannot see the light
Lost among the static

I can't see the light

I can't pretend this doesn′t hurt like hell
They say that times heals all but it′s only getting worse

Stuck between
Who I am
And who I want to be

Fell between
Who I am
And who you want to see

I'm not who I used to be
All hate no heart in this misery
I bleed only for myself now


I′ve been five whole years and now here I am
Still holding on to nothing like it's something I can change
I can′t be who I was then
Life has been so bleak
It's like the day that you left
You took a whole part of me
I′ll never recover
It's like some days you're with me
And others it′s a weight
On my soul and in my bones
I used to know myself but know no one does

No one knows
Everyday I′m killing myself
Bury myself in this
I'm so sick of all these guilty dreams

No one knows
Everyday I′m killing myself
Bury myself in this
I'm so sick of all these guilty dreams

Guilty dreams
I′m so sick of
Guilty dreams
Just erase me
Guilty dreams
I'm never looking back
Guilty dreams
Forever rest in peace