Mirrors Songtext
von Adam Calhoun

And I looked
And behold, a pale horse
And his name that set upon him was Death
And Hell followed with him

You have a good depression, face goes blank, no expression
Dealin′ with some demons, they aggressive
Lookin' at the gun on the dresser
Got a question, will these thoughts stop if I press it?
I don′t really want to off myself
But I often sit and think, gotta shed a tear like a drop from a faucet
Need to talk to a shrink, walk with a priest
Wanna fight everybody when I walk down the street
Want a problem?


Fuck you your honor, never had a father
Made me crazy like a motherfucker
Came in swinging like Muhammed Ali
Frazier born in 1980, started rappin' way before I ever heard of Shady
I ain't even know white dudes rap
Thought you had to be black for that
Had to feel he started jackin′ with the hat to match
I was rappin′ way before I heard of Aftermath

I've been feelin′ crazy but
I've been actin′ like I got it all together
I've been down lately but
Maybe someday I′ll get my act together
Made it through the bad weather
It was okay, but I had better
I don't like to look in mirrors

'Cause I don′t like lookin′ at my face
I don't look at my face
I don′t look at my face
I don't look at my face
I see you lookin′ at my face!


Why so aggressive?
Say it with my chest, yeah so they get the message
I don't mean to text back if you just look away
′Fore I make your head spin like an exorcist
Bah, wakin' up from nightmares
Heart thumpin', God are you hearin′ my prayers?
′Cause I hear the thunder and I don't really like mirrors
Someone stares back at me lookin′ like my fears

The only one that I'm scared of us G-O-D
And the old me, drunk or OE
And I don′t know if you're aware, but I′ve been slowly
Numbing my pains like a OD on codeine
Battlin' my demons like it's 106 and Park
Medication′ sins with some gin, never healed my scar
Tryna end part-part of my heart with my art
But the dark feels like darts and I don′t know where I should start
Cause

I've been feelin′ crazy but
I've been actin′ like I got it all together
I've been down lately but
Maybe someday I′ll get my act together
Made it through the bad weather
It was okay, but I had better
I don't like to look in mirrors

'Cause I don′t like lookin′ at my face
I don't look at my face
I don′t look at my face
I don't look at my face
I see you lookin′ at my face!

I'm mentally unstable, unable to get a grip
That my guardian angel probably thinks I′m a piece of shit
Got a mountain of problems and I've been standin' on a cliff
Thinkin′ maybe I should jump and tell everybody I tripped
Can′t admit it, but I'm sick, the prescription pills that I get
Gettin′ harder to swallow and I don't feel like I′m fixed
I'm slippin′ further and further into the grip of a pit
I've been diggin' since I was nothin′, a little six-year-old kid

Now I′m grown and I'm seein′ ghosts
Of the man I used to be before I fell into this hole
Full of bones, I've been gettin′ stoned
And it helped me cope with everything beautifully
But I wish I would've known bout the lows

I moved to the middle of nowhere
If I was you, wouldn′t go there 'cause I just wanna be (by myself!)
Nothin' but some mountains and cold air
I got my dogs and I don′t care and I did everything (by myself!)
I just wanna be in nature
Keep erasin′ my entire legacy of everything and being famous
I'm not a celebrity, I′m a piece of paper
That I scribble my thoughts on when they feel dangerous

Fuck you
I can see it clear
You still want Hollywood now I wanna disappear
Everywhere I go I see people lookin' at me weird
Every time I see a mirror
I can′t look at my face!

I've been feelin′ crazy but
I've been actin' like I got it all together
I′ve been down lately but
Maybe someday I′ll get my act together
Made it through the bad weather
It was okay, but I had better
I don't like to look in mirrors

′Cause I don't like lookin′ at my face
I don't look at my face
I don′t look at my face
I don't look at my face
I see you lookin' at my face!