Shattered Songtext
von Absolute

Repetition of the orders i give myself in my head
I try to take control but my mind is filled with dread
Motivation fades beneath the weight of my own voice
Paralyzed by options that id never really choose
So

Ask me why i do this now
Ask me why i do this now
Why do i self sabotage
The future in the palm of my hand
So tell me
So tell me why i wear myself out
Why do i self sabotage
The need for some silence

A definition of decay is what you see me as
I see a sheet of fractured glass, reflecting every shattered past
And through the crooked cracks it reads like
A map of the decisions made in my descent
So


Ask me why i do this now
Ask me why i do this now
Why do i self sabotage
The future in the palm of my hand
So tell me
So tell me why i wear myself out
Why do i self sabotage
The need for some silence

I watch the wall inch toward me ever so slightly as i ask why
And was it always meant to be this way
Beg to stop and beg to differ
Shattered
Shattered
Shattered
Like nothing ever mattered

Ask me why i do this now
Ask me why i do this now
Why do i self sabotage
The future in the palm of my hand
So tell me
So tell me why ive never found
The cause of my self sabotage
Im in need of some silence