Bruised Songtext
von A Karmic Gray

Misery at sundown
Waking each day
To find of what repeats
Are stains of yesterday
Cold and corroded
Our body breaks down
Wither with the years
Sink below the surface
And gaze at the horizon
Thoughts drift in body
Paradoxical time
A mind and a joke
A laughing mirage
I fell down and cracked in the facade of my


Joke of a life
Cold fucking existence
Aging so poorly
I ache on every crevice
Disaster of my fucked up mind
It distorted with miseries and trauma
You were somewhere in the distance
And you gasp and you laugh
At the fucking joke with no punchline
So fucking funny
Now out of money
I′m becoming

A busted up calloused old man
Decrepit
A fool full of shit
Laugh at my splendour
A clown with no audience
The jester plays in tune
With all the shit he can't erase
Somewhere in the distance
I saw you smiling
Like a silhouette
Of delusional
Words we won′t say anymore
I don't know you anymore


Take two steps back
Within the caverns of yesterday
Remembering sobriety's light within
Your eyes once full of such youth
And now there glazed over
Stuck in the muck
Of your things you′re not dealing with
The things you′re not dealing with
Try to pull you upward
But you were stuck with the glass
The glass in your hands
Puffing and huffing
Away with who you were

Stuck to your vices
Cold and verbose
Numb to the core
Sever what you once knew
On your way downward
Suck it all down as you
Spiral out of control
I'm a bystander
Watching helplessly
As you get fucked up
I′m in your subconsciousness
Supply fool
The drug addict shit