So Scared Songtext
von 9MM

So scared, so scared, so scared

Twenty-three years
Still I can′t say
If I act or I am
(Still sick, distraught and scared)
Mother told me
Try to be yourself
Try to choose your way
But I don't know myself
Don′t like the choices that I've made
Never wanted things to go this way
Now I doubt I ever loved anyone else (else)
I only loved myself (I've loved and tried but I′m okay)
But it′s okay
Or at least that's what I show
Cause I want nobody to get close
Cause I need nobody, no, no, no
And I want nobody to get close


Am I gonna find someone that I can lean on to
You may think you know me but the truth is I′m so scared
So scared, so scared

I lived in disguise
Always telling lies
Acting strong and secure
(Am I so secure?)
So called friends and loves
Often turn to bore
I am walking alone
Pretending that I'm strong
And never looking back at all
No remorse, no tears, no second thoughts
Looking straight ahead for something more
The more I never had before
(The more I never had)


Am I gonna find someone that I can lean on to
You may think you know me but the truth is I′m so scared
You say you know me but you're wrong
You say you know me but you′re wrong
Cause maybe you ignore that I'm so scared
You say you know me but you're wrong
You say you know me but you′re wrong
Cause maybe you ignore that I′m so scared

Am I gonna find someone that I can lean on to
You may think you know me but the truth is I'm so scared
So scared, so scared