Dirty Songtext
von 4th25

I thought she loved me
But I guess war tests love
And she′s failing miserably

I don't think y′all understand what I'm going through
The stress is killing me
My better half's back home fucking ′round
Least that′s what they telling me
She always in the clubs now
And she ain't used to party
And she always with a new nigga
Say she fucking him probably

While I′m over here dodging bullets
Throwing them back at Haji
She got her ass up to something tight
Trying to get fucked properly

They seen her last night

Hugged up in the movies
With some nigga obviously scheming
Trying to sleep with my pussy


Try not to sweat it though
This blood runs hot through me
This is fire y'all fucking with now
Please speak truthfully
Plus I′m hearing she don't be home
Not half as much as she used to
Got me calling home now
She ain′t picking up like she used to
And I've heard all the stories
'Bout how we deploy and they do us

And now my money spent a little bit faster
Than what it used to
I don′t know

The whole time I′m gone
She was running 'round
I thought we were in love
I know what love is now
She′s telling me one thing
Doing another
Now every day it seems
Harder to trust her
I don't know

The fuck is really happening
I don′t know
If I'm overreacting
I don′t know
If she's home being faithful
While I'm gone
While I′m gone


When we talk now
It′s always something starting an argument
Especially when I ask her why she never home
And all the money she spent
She say she got needs

Sometimes she need to be with her friends
But then I tell her what they tell me
Now she defensive as shit
Her whole story start changing
How the fuck can I trust this bitch?

She tell me something one week
The next week she forget
Nothing but more lies and excuses
Every time she move her lips
Two in the morning
Cell phone ringing in the background loud as shit
I'm trying to keep my cool

Can′t afford to lose focus
'Cause here that shit′ll get me killed
Even if just for a moment
So I let a lot of shit slide

Even shit I'm not supposed to
But it gets harder to cope with

Not knowing if this is really happening
I seen this movie played before
So I know what happens
She run them streets
I′m trying to stay alive in Baghdad
Fuck her

Yeah I love her
But trust is a motherfucker
And she make it harder to believe her
Every time I talk to her

The whole time I'm gone
She was running 'round
I thought we were in love
I know what love is now
She′s telling me one thing
Doing another
Now every day it seems
Harder to trust her
I don′t know

The fuck is really happening
I don't know
If I′m overreacting
I don't know
If she′s home being faithful
While I'm gone
While I′m gone

Get it together sweetheart
I can tell that you lying
'Cause we ain't talking like we used to
Plus it′s getting harder to find you
I know it′s issues
War is not easy
But you creating more problems

Still act like nothing's happening
I just want you to be honest
If it ain′t no other motherfucker
Then tell me who the fuck is this guy
That I hear you always with
That just a friend shit

I ain't buying
Though you sell it like the truth
No not now
Don′t start crying
'Cause I know that wasn′t your girl
Last week you was out of town with

Look it's too easy to tell the truth

Instead you deny it
Even worse I know you full of shit
You still try to hide it
Don't worry
The paperwork′s in progress
We can put this behind us
But now you wanna come clean

Say you don′t know where your mind went
You got lonely when I left
Needed someone to spend your time with
And you only slept with him once
Sorry that's too many times bitch

The fuck I look like holding on when you let go
And fuck I look like taking you back
I don′t keep trash in my home

The whole time I'm gone
She was running ′round
I thought we were in love
I know what love is now
She's telling me one thing
Doing another
Now every day it seems
Harder to trust her
I don′t know

The fuck is really happening
I don't know
If I'm overreacting
I don′t know
If she′s home being faithful
While I'm gone
While I′m gone