Hope Songtext
von 44th Move

Tortured soul
Nobody caught on though
Don′t wanna be caught on road
They just jump in the Ford and go
But I'm out here in the warm and cold
Some man wanna talk and pose
But duck when it all explodes
I′m all alone
Forced to grow
Look I just need to afford to cope
You judge me it's all a joke
You do coke on a Friday night
Just like me but I bought to smoke
I sorta know why I need to chill
Stop shotting illegal pills
My fam I should see them still
But it's been so long I don′t need to guilt


Am I even real?
Some days I don′t even feel
I ain't had a decent bed
I ain′t had a decent meal
You knee deep in the bills
But you're going to sleep with a quilt
We need to be reaching a deal
Come on it′s only a quid
If only it was only this
I might have chose to quit
But I might die from the loneliness
I talk to myself a lot
They pass me by I won't insist
I know you don′t owe me shit
But why act like I don't exist

Leave me alone
Why you so needy and broke
I can't believe your tone
Your mistakes, me to atone
I should correct your life
I should protect your wife
I should defend your crime
Hide the drugs that affect your mind
I bet you′re fine
I bet your pockets are filled up and you want me to empty mine
I bet it′s all fake as well, well that's what I say to myself
How can I have so many options but for you it′s grave or jail


Am I even real?
Some days I don't even feel
I got a decent bed
I had a decent meal
Yeah I′m knee deep in the bills
So I take sleeping pills
But at least I'm going to sleep with a quilt
At least it was only this
Or I might have chose to quit
Some die from the loneliness
I talk to myself a lot
We don′t get along I'm prone to flip
And I won't insist
I know you don′t owe me shit
But please act like I don′t exist

There's no trust
I′m closed up
Show love
Don't get your hopes up
Don′t get your hopes up
Don't get your hopes up
You know what, roll up
So what?
Don′t get your hopes up
Don't get your hopes up
Don't get your hopes up
There′s no trust
I′m closed up
Show love
Don't get your hopes up
Don′t get your hopes up
Don't get your hopes up
You know what, roll up
So what?
Don′t get your hopes up
Don't get your hopes up
Don′t get your hopes up
There's no trust
I'm closed up
Show love
Don′t get your hopes up
Don′t get your hopes up
Don't get your hopes up
You know what, roll up
So what?
Don′t get your hopes up
Don't get your hopes up
Don′t get your hopes up
There's no trust
I′m closed up
Show love
Don't get your hopes up
Don't get your hopes up
Don′t get your hopes up
You know what, roll up
So what?
Don′t get your hopes up
Don't get your hopes up
Don′t get your hopes up