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von Deine Cousine

I provoke myself to the blood
Wage war, do myself bad
Smashed my idyllic world
Rattled all the foundation walls

Rob my last bit of power
Begin to slowly poison myself
All nerves are raw
You ask how I'm doing; shitty
Stand to the ankles in quicksand
And all hopes I ignite

Yes I stay here, where it hurts
All signs point to self destruction
I am just to broken and to fucked up
Don't deserve better
Than what I'm doing to myself
I stay here, where it hurts


I fight with an invisible enemy
Drown myself in self pity
Outside it starts dawning
Will now finally everything be brighter?

Know behind the dark horizon
It goes on and on continously
But circle here around myself
As if I had time for this shit
Why the goal is still so far away?
Because my head is an anarchist

And I am stuck, where it hurts
All signs point to self destruction
Am I really so broken and so fucked up?
Don't I deserve better
Than what I am doing to myself?
I am stuck where it hurts

Every tear was shed, every fire set
Can't be that I just go under here now
Smother the flames, open the water canons
Because I know I will get out of here all on my own


No, I don't stay here, where it hurts
I am not ready for self destruction
I have yet way too much planned
So much not achieved yed
Deserve something better than I'm doing to myself
I don't stay, where it hurts

I don't stay, where it hurts
I don't stay, where it hurts
I don't stay, where it hurts
I don't stay, where it hurts