just a gimmick Songtext
von Ūla

I feel stupid asking, "Am I what you want?"
I could be a different version
Pass the textbook, I′ll start learning

Well, to my face, you say there's nothing you would change
But I hear all the whispering
Every single word stays lingering

I know I′m never enough (Swear to God, I've tried)
I'll never be who you want (Oh, am I doing fine?)

Messy, outdated
How long can I fake it?
Selfish, frustrated
Give me another label
I′m just a gimmick you can use when it′s fitting
Useless and jaded
I'm all these things, but if I close my eyes
Know it don′t exist


It's repeating, overthinking
Have the same conversation with the ceiling
If you really hate me, can′t you just cut me off clean?

'Cause I know I′m never enough (Swear to God, I've tried)
I'll never be who you want (Oh, am I doing fine?)

Messy, outdated
How long can I fake it?
Selfish, frustrated
Give me another label
I′m just a gimmick you can use when it′s fitting
Useless and jaded
I'm all these things, but if I close my eyes
Know it don′t exist (Know it don't exist)
I can′t be the only one who feels like shit

How long can I fake it?
I've gotten too outdated
How long can I fake it? (Fake it, fake it, fake it)
I know that you′ll replace me
I feel stupid asking, "Am I what you want?"
I know I'm not enough
Guess I always knew that though